Why everyone they can't understand my feeling?? My friends, My family, I thought they can understand me? But the truth they can't... Why my life is always ruined???

I really hate my self!!!!! Why i should really weak girl?
Always crying... I want to have people can understand my feeling and my life...

Live in this world...
Why should be so hard and many sadness?? How much i try to smile but the truth i can't? I just can hide the truth of my self right now...

Can i feel sorry for my self??